I want to change. I want me to change. I want to be better than this. I've tried changing lifestyle, looks and way of thinking lots of times before and I ended up giving up.
I will try one last time but this time it will be step by step. I will change me and on the proccess I will discover me, I will find me. I will know who I am because frankly I have no clue on who I am.
I guess this is a teenage phase but I have to get through this as a winner .
Also this blog will help me. How? I will report my progress everyday on this blog. Yes a blog post everyday.
It will be a sort of diary, an online diary which everyone can read. I feel kind of stupid writing this and you're actually reading this, and I don't know who you are. yeah.
Strangers reading my thoughts, you're like Edward. :)
Well, back to subject, I have to change.
First of all I want to beat my extreme shyness, and be more social with people. I want to have a perfect body, eat healthy, exercise as much as I can, have the perfect hair, perfect wardrobe and style. The most friendly friends and even a best friend.
Wow that sounds like I am a dreamy kid. BUt I will make all of that happen, time is my friend.
Ok. how was my day today? I went shopping with mum and had lots of fun. I bought a few clothes for school and also I bought a leather vest which I ADORE. It looks so nice on me and it goes well with everything. So I'm improving my wardrobe. Also one thing I've been told is never throw your clothes cause fashion comes and goes. In a couple of years it will in style. :)
and tonight I might go out to dinner with family that came from another country for vacation. We're going to my uncles favourite restaurant again. :)
I'm going to write all about it tommorow. By for now. Stay a stranger.
